The Crude Edge

I have been on the most pure of diets for the past couple weeks, but for the last few days, have been on the crudest edge of this diet, consuming atrocities like diner salad and V8. I'm badly in need of fresh produce, but have agreed to a double shift on my dead end-job. (13 hours of boredom.) I do believe this is killing me, as the bartender said in that song.

The life, it seems, has been quite unforgiving lately. But I will rebel and insist on a reset very soon. Part of the reason I am so intent on being industrious, is the amount of debt and bill collectors after me. But, I will not toil for them, to keep them wealthy, nor to pay of increasing, phony, maximized sums which are atmospheric and catostrophic.

This, in combination with the 'poor' diet: actually a rich diet regimen in disguise: is causing me way to much physical and mental stress. Probably even spiritual.

Very soon, I shall not be bothered by this scam at all. I shall no longer labour to pay for my existence. Nor shall I exist to labour for my pay.

Indeed I have very much lost interest in all this pointlessness, and wish to embrace and be embraced by art and love, knowing that once the human mind has been trained to accept the possibility of care free existence, seperation from one's person and one's story, and divorce from the traditional means; the realiztion that wealth is mentally created and the whole game may be folded upon at any time without consequence. And so shall it be. Freedom. At last. I have labored for all of my adult life, and my inner child has seen many situations which it was not prepared to face, nor, which I am sorry it has seen.

I am not insuiting a life of idleness, living off of the sweat of others, such as these people have done to me and all of us. (We are all being eaten alive by a bunch of parasites!) I am suggesting a life style in which you depend on no one and no system, are completely sovereign, and are immune from The Guilt and the 'Work Ethic,' and other paltry notions designed to keep you imprisioned your entire life.

It is the clean diet that has helped me to see this, so it is of the utmost importance to buy fresh fruits, which I will do at any price, during my break.

With this natural diet, comes clarity. It is all beginning to be apparent. In the next month, I can only grow in perception of the truth of being.

Any human that has an ambition can see it through. Good luck getting in the way of a human with motivation, particularly this one!